I have wanted to create a blog for a few years now, but I was always afraid of the judgment that it would not be good enough.
I have chosen to step left of my Fears and Judgment into a Brand New Moment. What I want this blog to be is a way for me to share my thoughts, experiences, quotes and the Good News with my friends and family.
I am sure many of you know, but I am gonna share this again......
These last 6 months have been very difficult for me because my Mom & Best Friend passed away in January 2010. I know that when I chose to move back to WA last June to take care of my Mom until it was time for her to begin a new journey. I know I got to be with her at that very moment she crossed over to the other side to begin her New Journey. I knew that it was her time to go, but I never thought it would be so hard to deal with hergone.
She was and still is my best friend and my rock. It took me a while to accept that she was gone in fact it was really only about 2 wks ago that I was able to accept her being gone. I have to give credit to one of my best friends here and that is Tammy A.
When we were out running around. JD had run into the store for me so I didn't have to get out of the truck and walk more because of my back hurting. Tammy an I were talking and she looked at me and said "When are you going to let go of you Mom and accept that it was her time to go?" I started to cry an looked at her and told her I didn't know how to. She said "remember be open to anything," I looked at her and said what do you mean? How will I know? She told me "don't worry, you will know and then you will feel the peace come over you.And remember by you accepting her crossing over does NOT Mean you will forget her it just means you can get on with life again like your mom would want you to."
So that night I was sitting at home and I Heard My Mom say "GET A BLESSING!" She said it like 3 times and each time she got louder. So I called one of the guys in our new ward and asked him if he could find someone and come an give me a blessing, He said sure! So when I had my blessing the main thing I remember was being told that God knew the pain in my heart and that He would give me the strength to move forward in my life and to remember that even though my Mom was not here physically she WOULD be with me Spiritually. As soon as they took their hands off of my head it was like they Lifted 1000 lbs off of me. So ever since that day I have had Great Days again!!!
Thank You! Thank You! Thank You!
